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bluejay

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fractal reflections in cataract eyes and kaleidoscope dreamcatchers,
crystallized cyanide
romanticized suicide but
there is nothing romantic about this.
it's been a little over a month and
i still claw my way up from nightmares;
my nails are broken and jagged and
my hands are raw and ragged and
this is how i know i'll never have children.
your mother misses you, you know,
and mine didn't let me attend your funeral so
i guess this is goodbye.
you can scream for eternity but
no one can hear you from hell,
trust me,
i've been there.
if God has a hitlist he crossed you off
instead of me,
which is funny because all i do is
write goddamn poetry;
it could've could've could've been me,
should've been me,
it wasn't me,
but there was so much more for you to be.
now you're six feet deep and
no one heard the screams and
you buried yourself alive,
breathe in breathe out and watch
oxygen set fire to your mind.
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PoetsHand's avatar
How is it you can take something so dark and make it poetry?